Apologetic

I feel awful to know that I've alienated so many of my female friends.  Maybe even some guys too.  Every child is a blessing.  It's so wrong to build a wall between myself and any growing families.  I haven't been strong enough to not act injured.  I can't control feeling it, but I think I can work harder at not letting that hurt my friendships in turn.  I would like to apologize to any and all of my friends who I've forced to feel awkward or maybe even guilty about being pregnant.  Your child is your blessing.  You should relish in the joy, not let me steal or diminish it.